Wild Flowers

location: in my mind, my head and in my dreams
mood: confused
music: Best of You - The Foo Fighters

They make me feel so free and happy, my head is so full of love and fantasy's...I wish I could run away and make them become a reality..I would risk it all if it was really known how much I felt and how much I care..if he only believed and i had an inkling as to how he felt..I would show him how I know how to love..he would never go unloved nor empty..I have so much love and affection to offer he wouldn't know what to do..but that is my job..I'm a babbling idiot, but I....I....I am lost in his words and in him...

~Thinking~

location: floating, drifting, somwhere where you are..
mood: in love with love
music: a friend playing wonderful songs

Have you ever watched a sunrise or a sunset and the beauty of it was so overwhelming, but all you wanted to do was to capture it and hold it within your heart forever...I feel that way with so many things weather they be big or small, I find beauty in countless things and I cherish them so much..it could be such things as the universe and the gorgeous things in it, trees, lakes, fields of glorious flowers, the sky and my beloved dark with the light of the evening moon shinning...to a fantastic musician whose voice to me sounds like an angel and I can imagine to watch them play would be an absolute out of this world treat and I know they would be incredibly beautiful and so sexy..it drives me wild just thinking about it..god...I would love to be a bird for a few days so that I could fly across the world to another country..just to take a view of how others live and all of the beauty over there!..if only I could do the things I dream and long for...perhaps in another life!?