The Bitter-Sweet Season Of Chaos

As I may or may not have mentioned in a previous post, fall and Halloween are my absolute favorite time of the year. I believe I already explained the reasons I love fall so I won't bore you with the details of that again, however I will elaborate on why I adore Halloween. I just love to decorate my house up with all of the ghosts, goblins, tombstones, skeletons, spiders, cobwebs, witches, ghouls and who can forget the pumpkins!? An absolute staple for Halloween!! Ha ha And I love, love, love getting all dressed up in costumes, pretending to be someone else just for one evening..that is so much fun! lol Someone totally different, out of character from your normal self, if you are willing to step out of your comfort zone that is. It's only for one day a year, now I'm not saying I wish to be someone else, it's just all fun and games, to be silly is all. But the only fallback is that it does get quite hectic. Finding a costume, going to all of the parties getting children ready as well if you have any. I've so much going on beginning this weekend. I began my four day weekend yesterday on account of its our fall break. So I am going to what we call Witch stock where we all get together and dress up like witches and have a festival and there is a harvest. I've never been so I'm not quite sure what I'm up for to be exact but should be fun. Then next week begins a ton of activities..Friday I've a Birthday party for my best friend, Saturday another party then following that we are all going to the cinema to watch The Rocky Horror Picture Show, I am going as Magenta :) and following up on Sunday I've another party which is supposed to be really huge and should be a lot of fun. Monday, Halloween back to work and then pass out candy to trick or treat's for a bit and going up to my mothers for a family get together. And Tuesday it's all over...Another 364 days until it's back again! xx

Le' Belly Dance Off

Last night was a lot of fun, I've never been to a Belly dancing show before, it was quite interesting and very entertaining to say the very least. Dinner was not all that great, Salad, Spaghetti and meat balls with baked chicken and desert a weird combination if you ask me. I dislike spaghetti immensely but oh well the entertainment was well worth it. There were some really amazing acts as well as some mediocre to not so great acts but I do give them kudos for actually getting the balls to go up there and try. This place was called the Organ Hall or something like that because it had the largest Organ of it's kind, I'm not even joking. it was like an Octopus, the pipes stretched throughout the building along the sides, up the ceiling, it was incredible. I've never seen or heard anything like it! people of all walks of life were dressed up in Lot's of different costumes, it was just really great fun. I took pictures of some of the performers. They didn't turn out the best as they were taken on my phone, but hopefully you get the idea. After the show we went to a haunted house. The Castle Of Chaos, that was a lot of fun and well done. I was about to knock a girl out though she kept running into me because of the guy's who come along dressed up in scary costumes. Well they kept scaring her a couple of times she hit me so hard I about fell of my feet and onto my arse..I said to her, what are you two!? It's just a costume, good god! It got a bit ridiculous but anyway once we got inside it was fantastic. (: Usually it only takes about fifteen minutes to get through one but this one went on for at least half an hour which was well worth the money. And a cool thing about this one is they put you in a coffin and send you down a flight of stairs at the end to get you out of the house..Good stuff!! Then off for home we went. Brilliant evening. xx

Jelly Belly

I've been looking forward to tonight for sometime as well, just like I was the Foo Fighters gig. I don't get out that often so when I do it's a big deal! You see tonight I am attending what is called a Halloween Bash. It's a dinner party where they have Belly dancers perform, they serve dinner and it's all themed around Halloween, my favorite time of year!! I so very much love this season. I love the changing of the leaves on the trees. The cooling in the air. How the leaves that have fallen off of the trees and turned crisp crunch under your feet when you step on them. The smell in the air, there is just a certain feeling about fall that I absolutely adore more then anything. The only fallback to it is that I know Winter is just around the bend which that is one season I dislike immensely and it doesn't like me either. It actually makes me hurt, my body I mean. Ugh! Not looking forward to that. Winter here where I live is insane. We get at times, 3 feet of snow just on my front yard in one snow storm. We've been snowed in many times and schools shut down. It's horrible that snow can do so much damage! Getting depressed thinking about gloomy days like that...back to Halloween and fun stuff! We get to dress up tonight, I'm going as a Dark Nymph Fairy ha ha It's a rather cute costume (if I do say so myself) So Anyway, I best be going so I can get ready I will report back later to say how it went. adios! xx

Foooo's

Going to see The Foo Fighter's tonight. Been waiting a very long time for this night to come and it's finally here. can't tell you how excited I am!!! I hope they play Everlong, my favourite song everrrr!! Well I'll let ya know how it goes, I'm about to head out. I'll be thinking of you Thommy, here's to you.*tips hat* miss ya!

Meshing well

It's been a few months since my last entry.. not a whole lot has changed other than the fact that I'm not very happy, I have a dear friend whom is not very happy either..I'm so grateful that I have this person to talk to because they help me see things differently I only wish I could do the same for them..they lost someone very close, that meant so very much and now they have a broken heart. I try so hard to say the right thing's but it just doesn't help...my unhappiness is due to my bipolar I just have to wait it out and see doctors and all of that bullshit. Anyway, let me see on a different topic, I wanted to go see Silversun Pickups and Muse so bad I could hardly stand it, but unfortunately I had no one to go with and I'm not one to go to things along..no thank you! I'm going to a gig next month though with my friend Kendra I've heard of the band, but have no idea what they play I'm looking forward to it though just to get out and socialize, oh the band is Flogging Molly lol, but it will be fun there will be about 20 girls going. Well I think thats all for today.

Bye x

Wild Flowers

location: in my mind, my head and in my dreams
mood: confused
music: Best of You - The Foo Fighters

They make me feel so free and happy, my head is so full of love and fantasy's...I wish I could run away and make them become a reality..I would risk it all if it was really known how much I felt and how much I care..if he only believed and i had an inkling as to how he felt..I would show him how I know how to love..he would never go unloved nor empty..I have so much love and affection to offer he wouldn't know what to do..but that is my job..I'm a babbling idiot, but I....I....I am lost in his words and in him...

~Thinking~

location: floating, drifting, somwhere where you are..
mood: in love with love
music: a friend playing wonderful songs

Have you ever watched a sunrise or a sunset and the beauty of it was so overwhelming, but all you wanted to do was to capture it and hold it within your heart forever...I feel that way with so many things weather they be big or small, I find beauty in countless things and I cherish them so much..it could be such things as the universe and the gorgeous things in it, trees, lakes, fields of glorious flowers, the sky and my beloved dark with the light of the evening moon shinning...to a fantastic musician whose voice to me sounds like an angel and I can imagine to watch them play would be an absolute out of this world treat and I know they would be incredibly beautiful and so sexy..it drives me wild just thinking about it..god...I would love to be a bird for a few days so that I could fly across the world to another country..just to take a view of how others live and all of the beauty over there!..if only I could do the things I dream and long for...perhaps in another life!?